it’s not that i’m mad at you. i had just wished and hoped so hard that you could be the one thing that i could finally count on. to be with me forever.

i may not be the only girl in ur life. and i know i’m the only one that matters. but i wish the time to end things would never come.

it might be the last time we see each other cum this summer. i look forward and countdown to the days til i see u. but i dread it as well.

thank god we sorted things through and now i know that u were too scared to tell me u love me and that i meant so much to u, but we also know it’s not going to last.

it still doesn’t stop me from hoping beyond hope that one day, you’d change ur mind. 

because i know i can never forget you. it’s really hard to forget someone who gave u such wonderful memories and i know its the same for u.

the truth is, i could never give up on you no matter how many times i will have to lie and say i’ve let you go, and no longer care… i still hope.

so nicky, let’s make the best of those 10 days together and cherish these memories. i love u n i think i will always love u.